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How can I love when I'm afraid To fall
How can I love you for just a moment 
But all the feeling buried in my grief It's too late to end and restart
Eventhough the time won't allow me
I do not deserve to her
You almost made me cry again this time
Well this time I´m not going to watch myself die
I buried myself alive on the inside
And if you want me back
You´re gonna have to ask


Because last night,
I lie awake in the bed
And think about you and your life

And now i realise that,
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
This is my fault
And it won't happen again
"PERHAPS"